A failure
Last day sucked ass!
I woke up when Svenja called me and said she talked to my mum on Facebook and she had told her the letter from the Danish school of design had arrived.
I turned on the computer and went on Skype. She opened the letter and I did Not get in! Well if your stupid enough to apply for one of the most difficult schools to get in to I guess you shouldn’t expect too much. – But you still feel worthless to hell.
Another friend of my applied to the school too and didn’t get in. I know her assignment was really good so I just guess it’s just mad hard to get in!
The stupid thing was I didn’t send my home assignment to the other design school in Denmark. You see you can apply with the same assignment to both of the schools; they are kind of the same but are located in different cities/towns in Denmark. Apparently I though they would pass the assignment forward to the other school since the one in Copenhagen was my first priority. No they didn’t!
Anyway, last day sucked, today feels a bit better. At least I can start planning on what I want to do instead when I get back.
Some plans are to see if I can get a hold on a place in a distance class from the University. Then I would study some and also get some money for it. Other plans (that could work studying on distance) is to go down to Germany for a while. I’m welcome to come stay at Svenjas family even though Svenja probably will move away to another city to study. I will of course come stay with her as well. Her parents are already looking for a sewing machine and calling around to their friends trying to find their old one. So cool!
Maybe I can get some work down in Germany, who knows, the only thing I know is that if I stay I Sweden too long I will get bored!
I will also see if there’s any hours I can get back at my old work in the clothing store, if it’s only going to be a few hours a week I might as well go down to Germany right away.
Found this pic today haha. From my appartment when I was studying at HS.
Guess it cheers you up a bit?!
This week I was expecting sweet ass weather the whole week but at least today or tomorrow it’s going to me “Swedish summer”- weather as we would call it back home. It’s sweet because tomorrow I think we’ll go to Rutgers and then on Saturday I’ll meet up with Ellen and c/o in the city. Haven’t get an answer yet what time will suit her and what hotel they are staying at. She’s not the best on checking her emails :P.
Today we’re going to the gym as soon as Svenja dropped her kids of at school. Then we need to go to a LCC meeting. It’s like a paper she has to sign every month for her Au pair organization. Then back to my place for some breakfast and shower. We also have to go to the Temple to get ShopRite cards (gift cards I use when I go grocery shopping for the family) and also drop of two meet loafs (!) ). Then off to ShopRite, get salmon and some other stuff and cook dinner tonight.
Tomorrow it’s the Swedish “Valborg” and I’ve tried to explain to all the Americans what it is, but since my explaining is something like “We start with a champagne breakfast in the morning, then go to a park and hang around with all the other thousands of students, drink some more, and at night we continue to party, the kids go to see a bond fire and that’s pretty much it, somehow it’s the celebrating for “light” we celebrate.” No one usually get’s it but as long as there’s “party” involved they just smile and say “sweet”.
"Valborg" last year in Lund.
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